gone phrenetic

Here I stand, helpless and left for dead.
Cleave your eyes, so many days gone by.
Easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right.

I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies.
I won't stay long, in this world so long.
Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight.

Don't you dare look at him in the eye,
Trembling, crawling across my skin.
Feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine.

I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I lie.
Is it over yet, in my head?
I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind.
Is it over yet? I can't win.
I'm waiting, I'm hating, realize, start hiding.

You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You got to fight just to make it through,
cause I will be the death of you.

its been a long time since i last blogged. lols. guess nothing much interesting in my blog. as im usually offline. this morning woke up early and had oreos for my breakfast. my teeth are black after oreo-ed. hahas. drank milo and off to school. saw my classmates in bus and begin to chat. saw a few chai in the bus, and that kept me energised. rofl.. well, school-ed for 2 hours and we're dismissed. went home and ate my lunch, den rest till 2.30 in the afternoon. get prepared as im gonna attend my bike practical lessons at 4pm. and today i failed my practical. well, i gotta buck up and continue to strive harder in both my thoery and practical bike lessons. =D went home watch tv till now. thought of goin to clubbing but seems like no kakis. bored. so im here to blog as i appeared online. hahas.

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this morning woke up late and im a bit hangover. drank a few bottles with my frined and a uncle. today's work is quite relax but im having a dull face and was fatigue. yawns are brought in every moment during my work. hahahs. but still gotta refresh myself and carry on with my work. time passed slowly as i kept looking at the clock. awaiting for break times. hahas. went to the gents and take a puff to keep myself energetic as my eyes are shutting down. hmms, time flies and its 6pm. nic and i knock offe early today at 6 and went to dragon dance. i enjoy being with my lion dance troupe brothers. they're fun-loving and entertaining. i showed them a lighter which equied a mysterious sticker. showed them what happened and i guessed they find it entertaining. lols. after such a tiring day, some of us went to sunshine place drink and have our supper. saw some familiar faces. this bunch of guys used to study in my secondary. they're my friend's camp mate too. hahahs. what a small world. well, my friends are having a fun time with them too. hmms, its about 1.30 in the morning. we decide to return home as some gotta work tommorrow. well, i went home with nic, took a bath and went to kelvin's house. they're having mahjong session now, while im blogging now. lols, well my eyes are really shutting down but still gotta blog. its been 2 weeks since i last blogged. such a long time already. tommorrow still gotta go for lion and dragon dance performance. duhs, took a off day tommorrow. gotta take in more refreshant to keep myself energised. well, i miss everyone i love especially dumdum. she got a new boy. im pretty upset. but life still gotta move on for me. sigh.. anyways good night everybody. im turning in. =D